"REPERTOIRE"

Good morning silence
Good morning to myself
Good morning to the pain in the center of my chest

It’s crazy how much I miss
a simple good morning kiss

Good morning independence or is it loneliness?
I know I said I wanted this but I have regrets

Good morning to the harsh realities of life

Good morning acceptance
Good morning inner strength
I’m loving every moment
even the strain

Now it’s time for me to live

Good morning optimism
Good morning to my faith
Good morning to the beginning of a brand new day

I know that God’s will be done
So I lay down my pain and I’m moving on

So it’s a good morning after all

—GOOD MORNING ,by India Arie

I’m a dreamer.. and I wish I could meet more dreamers.

I know they’re out there. I’ve been finding all their ideas and secrets… some weird and a bit creepy,

but well, like a good friend told me once :

we need to Understand that others aren’t perfect and neither am I..

(via skinnywolves)

i’m not unhappy, but i have a really strong desire to run away from here. for like a year or so, hitchhike around, do what i want. fuck school and routine and conformity. dont get me wrong, i love my family and all; but there’s so many other places i could be… where i could finally feel like home.. cause i dnt feel like i have one right now..

maybe i’m jst tired. hmm. So for the past 3 months, i’ve been wishing for the last day of college to come sooner, convinced holiday would fix all my problems. but it wont. nothing’s like escaping will get things any better. except my self.

i know. the problem, is just on my own.

i hope that i would be wise enough to see all of these scenes, that struggling is the right and worth to do. i wanna see everything in positive way: that i know, i should be grateful for every darkness i’ve been into, cause only in the dark, u finally could see the stars

icanread:

(by sweetmave)

LOVE IS LIKE DRINKING BEER. ONCE U GET TOO MUCH OF IT, U BEGIN TO ACT STUPID.

yeah. labil. me and  a lil thing called gLOVEeee. oh shoot.

a lil sketch. inspired by someone.

“I drew a line 
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow” -yellow.coldplay

jujur. lagu itu selalu sukses bikin sy meleleh (gadis-labil)

You know, I always fall for someone who is so far to reach yet close enough to hurt. But once I get that someone, I got bored. I think I have some serious problem.

I’m scared of love. I’m scared I’ll get hurt. I’m scared that I’ll hurt someone. .

I’m so scared that I unintentionally scare everyone off.

(sedang sangat labil.maaf)

(via)

GOD. i just dont wanna be empty inside anymore… i am FINE. FRUSTRATED. INSECURE. NEUROTIC. EMOTIONAL.

yeah. i am totally fine…

True love doesnt come by finding the Perfect person. but by Learning to see an imperfect person perfectly…

*LOVE ISNT ABOUT FINDING THE RIGHT WORDS TO SHARE

ITS NOT ABOUT SAYING THE RIGHT THINGS

ITS NOT ABOUT WORDS, or speaking at all…

ITS ABOUT THOSE TINY MOMENTS, WHERE U FEEL SO CLOSE TO SOMEONE,

AND EVERYTHING…..is PERFECT

ITS ABOUT WHEN YOUR HEART SKIPS A BEAT

ITS ABOUT MESSING UP AND BEING FORGIVEN….

again, its about BEING PERFECT, WHILE BEING YOURSELF

i found u. finally have found u. the one who sees me as the real who i am. which is perfect enough for my self. and it feels perfectly fine to be with u.

but (sigh) u know sometimes love is just too overrated. its,somehow, so complicated.

i hope u’ll be fine without me. and i hope, so will i..

just want u to know. for me: “U ARE THE MOST PERFECT PRRSON WHO COULD FIT ON ME,PERFECTLY”

*p.s. : i thank u,and i……L*** U

Some people don’t do well simply because they don’t feel well..